Two female figures, closely veil'd And mantled, towards that funeral shore. They landed-and the boat again Put off across the watery plain. Shall I confess to thee I may That never yet hath come the chance Of a new music, a new ray From woman's voice, from woman's glance, Which-let it find me how it might, In joy or grief-I did not bless, And wander after, as a light Leading to undreamt happiness. Into a chase, as vague and far Quick to the shore I urged my bark, And, by the bursts of moonlight, shed Between the lofty tombs, could mark Those figures, as with hasty tread They glided on-till in the shade Of a small pyramid, which through Some boughs of palm its peak display'd, They vanish'd instant from my view. I hurried to the spot-no trace Of life was in that lonely place; And, had the creed I hold by taught Of other worlds, I might have thought Some mocking spirits had from thence Come in this guise to cheat my sense. At length, exploring darkly round Alone beheld me, sprung in there. A labyrinth for mystery made, With wanderings onward, backward, round, And gathering still, where'er it wound, But deeper density of shade. Scarce had I ask'd myself "Can aught A glimpse of light, remote, but clear,- Never did Spartan to his bride Reaching, at length, that light, I sawOh listen to the scene, now raised Before my eyes, then guess the awe, The still, rapt awe with which I gazed. 'Twas a small chapel, lin'd around With the fair, spangling marble, found In many a ruin'd shrine that stands Half seen above the Libyan sands. The walls were richly sculptur'd o'er, And character'd with that dark lore Of times before the Flood, whose key Was lost in the Universal Sea,'While on the roof was pictured bright The Theban beetle, as he shines, When the Nile's mighty flow declines, And forth the creature springs to light, With life regenerate in his wings: Emblem of vain imaginings! Of a new world, when this is gone, Direct beneath this type, reclin'd On a black granite altar, lay Graved on the altar's front were seen A branch of lotus, brok'n in two, As that fair creature's life had been, And a small bird that from its spray Was winging, like her soul, away. But brief the glimpse I now could spare To the wild, mystic wonders round; For there was yet one wonder there, That held me as by witchery bound. The lamp, that through the chamber shed Its vivid beam, was at the head Of her who on that altar slept; And near it stood, when first I came,Bending her brow, as if she kept Sad watch upon its silent flame- The shadow of her symmetry. I saw 'twas she--the same-the same- Upon the crystal, o'er the breast Another type of that blest home, Strange pow'r of Innocence, to turn To its own hue whate'er comes near; I would have borne, in wild embrace, And human, but to make her mine ;- With nought to guard her, but her charms. Yet did I-oh did ev'n a breath From my parch'd lips, too parch'd to move, Disturb a scene where thus, beneath Earth's silent covering, Youth and Death Held converse through undying love? No-smile and taunt me as thou wiltThough but to gaze thus was delight, Yet seem'd it like a wrong, a guilt, To win by stealth so pure a sight; And rather than a look profane Should then have met those thoughtful eyes, Or voice, or whisper broke the chain That link'd her spirit with the skies, From which I watch'd her heav'n-ward face, Gently, as if on every tread, My life, my more than life depended, Bark through the corridor that led To this blest scene I now ascended, And with slow seeking, and some pain, And many a winding tried in vain, Emerg'd to upper air again. The sun had freshly ris'n, and down My mind's first impulse was to fly Of every sense, that night forget. I linger'd, without power or will To turn my eyes from that dark door, Which now enclos'd her 'mong the dead; Oft fancying, through the boughs, that o'er The sunny pile their flickering shed, 'Twas her light form again I saw Starting to earth-still pure and bright, But wakening, as I hop'd, less awe, Thus seen by morning's natural light, Than in that strange, dim cell at night. But no, alas, she ne'er return'd: He pauses still at noon to bless, Dost thou remember, in that Isle Of our own Sea, where thou and I Linger'd so long, so happy a while, Till all the summer flowers went byHow gay it was when sunset brought To the cool Well our favourite maidsSome we had won, and some we soughtTo dance within the fragrant shades, And, till the stars went down, attune Their Fountain Hymns* to the young moon? That time, too-oh, 'tis like a dream- And bore away that blooming bride, But met, and welcom'd mine, insteadWondering, as on my neck she fell, How river-gods could love so well! Who would have thought that he, who rov'd Like the first bees of summer then, Rifling each sweet, nor ever lov'd But the free hearts, that lov'd again, To the last breath that round it sighs- Yet, so it is-and the same thirst For something high and pure, above This withering world, which, from the first Make me drink deep of woman's love, These Songs of the Well, as they were called by the ancients, are still common in the Greek isles. As the one joy, to heav'n most near Farewell; whatever may befall,- LETTER IV. FROM THE SAME TO THE SAME. WONDERS ON Wonders; sights that lie Where never sun gave flow'ret birth; Bright marvels, hid from th' upper sky, And myst'ries that are born and die Deep in the very heart of earth!- I've seen and dar'd for one who lives. Again the moon was up, and found Whom ev'n in sleep I watch'd, could chase. Now, like Neïtha, on her throne The subterranean nymph, that dwells At length, from one of these short dreams The mystery of this monument. Thus arm'd, I scarce had reach'd the gate, Of those Lethæan portals, † said To give thus out a mournful shriek, *See, for the veil of Neïtha, the inscription upon her temple, as given by Plutarch de Is. et Osir. The brazen portals at Memphis, mentioned by Zoega, called the Gates of Oblivion. Whate'er it was, the sound came o'er My heart like ice, as through the door Of the small Pyramid I went, And down the same abrupt descent, And through long windings, as before, Reach'd the steep marble corridor. Trembling I stole along-the light In the lone chapel still burn'd on; But she, for whom my soul and sight Look'd with a thirst so keen, was gone,By some invisible path had fled Into that gloom, and left the Dead Of all lone things the loneliest. As still the cross, which she had kiss'd, I took it up, nor could resist (Though the dead eyes, I thought, met mine, Kissing it too, while, half ashamed Of that mute presence, I exclaimed, "Oh Life to Come, if in thy sphere Love, Woman's love, our heav'n could be, To taste it there eternally ?" Through distance dim, had seem'd to end Its sinuous course, with snake-like bend Again, my hopes were rais'd, and, fast Through countless turns; descending now Coil'd round and round, like serpent's folds I thought myself in that dim maze Down under Moris' Lake, which holds The hidden wealth of the Twelve Kings, Safe from all human visitings. At length, the path clos'd suddenly; And, by my lamp, whose glimmering fell Now faint and fainter, I could see Nought but the mouth of a huge well, As witches' caldrons are, when fill'd Looking as if just varnish'd o'er Doubting awhile; yet loth to leave Aught unexplor'd, the chasm I tried But aptly plac'd, as if to aid Th' adventurous foot, that dar'd the shade. I placed my lamp,--which for such task New foot-hold in that deep descent, Which seem'd as tho' 'twould thus descend In depth and darkness without end. At length, this step-way ceas'd; in vain Just near me, in the shining wall, Th' o'erwhelming din, with which again They clash'd their folds, and closed me in, Was such as seldom sky or main, Or heaving earth, or all, when met In angriest strife, e'er equall'd yet. It seem'd as if the ponderous sound Was by a thousand echoes hurl'd From one to th' other, through the round Of this great subterranean world, Till, far as from the catecombs Of Alexandria to the Tombs In ancient Thebes's Valley of Kings, From the blest scene that hail'd them then. Soft, warm, and welcome, as the stars And oh the scene, now opening through Of rich arcades, that, from between Of countless lamps, burning unseen, While soon as the wild echoes rous'd Breathing from out the bright arcades The high sweet voices of young maids, Though never yet my ear had caught But vain the call-that stubborn gate An opening to the left descried, That 'cross the alley pour'd their blaze. These words on its dark ground I read. "You, who would try This terrible track, To live, or to die, But ne'er to look back; "You, who aspire To be purified there By the terrors of Fire And Water and Air; "If danger and pain And death you despiseOn-for again Into light you may rise,— "Rise into light With that Secret Divine Now shrouded from sight By the Veils of the Shrine ! "But if The words here dimm'd away Till, lost in darkness, vague and dread, Their very silence seem'd to say Awfuller things than words e'er said. "Am I then in the path," I cried, "To the Great Mystery? shall I see, And touch,-perhaps, ev'n draw aside Those venerable veils, which hide The secret of Eternity!" In the new dreams that won me o'er. I trac'd down hither from above, Of Knowledge by the star of Love. Of my spent lamp was near its last,- Yet strong as from a furnace, broke; Transversely lay-such as, they tell, Compose that trellis-work of fire, Through which the Doom'd look out in hell. To linger there was to be lost More and still more the burning trees Clos'd o'er the path; and as I crost With tremour both in heart and knees- And Egypt's Thorn combined to spread To light me on to dangers new, Nor went I far before the sound Of downward torrents struck my ear; Was a wide cavern, far and near And tho' my torch too feebly shone So, plunging in, with my right hand Shook its last glimmer o'er the flood. 'Twas a long struggle-oft I thought, That, in that whirl of waters caught, I must have gone, too weak for strife, Down, headlong, at the cataract's willSad fate for one, with heart and life And all youth's sunshine round him still! But, ere my torch was wholly spent, I saw, outstretching from the shade Into those waters, as if meant To lend the drowning struggler aidA slender, double balustrade, With snow-white steps between, ascending From the grim surface of the stream, Far up as eye could reach, and ending In darkness there, like a lost dream. That glimpse-for 'twas no longer-gave New spirit to my strength; and now, With both arms combating the wave, I rush'd on blindly, till my brow Struck on that railway's lowest stair; When, gathering courage from despair, I made one bold and fearful bound, And on the step firm footing found. But short that hope-for, as I flew Like shipwreck'd wretch who, in dismay, Sees but one plank 'twixt him and death, And shuddering feels that one give way; And still I upward went-with nought Beneath me but that depth of shade, And the dark flood, from whence I caught Each sound the falling fragments made. Was it not fearful?-still more frail At every step crash'd the light stair, That up into that murky air I touch'd a massy iron ring, Sudden, as if that mighty ring Were link'd with all the winds in heav'n, And, like the touching of a spring, My eager grasp had instant given Loose to all blasts that ever spread The shore or sea with wrecks and deadAround me, gusts, gales, whirlwinds rang Tumultuous, and I seem'd to hang Amidst an elemental war, In which wing'd tempests of all kinds And strengths that winter's stormy star |