...chair on deck within three feet of me. The yells had not awakened him, and he snored very slightly. I left him to his slumbers and leaped ashore. I did...I don't know why I was so jealous of sharing with any one the dismal blackness of this experience. "As soon as I got on the bank I saw a trail — a...

...a chair on deck within three feet of me. The yells had not awakened him ; he snored very slightly ; I left him to his slumbers and leaped ashore. I did...I don't know why I was so jealous of sharing with any one the peculiar blackness of that experience. " As soon as I got on the bank I saw a trail —...

...on a chair on deck within three feet of me. The yells had not awakened him; he snored very slightly; I left him to his slumbers and leaped ashore. I did...I don't know why I was so jealous of sharing with any one the peculiar blackness of that experience. " As soon as I got on the bank I saw a trail —...

...a chair on deck within three feet of me. The yells had not awakened him ; he snored very slightly ; I left him to his slumbers and leaped ashore. I did...this shadow by myself alone — and to this day I don 't know why I was so jealous of sharing with anyone the peculiar blackness of that experience....

...chair on deck within three feet of me. The yells bad not awakened him and he snored very slightly. I left him to his slumbers and leaped ashore. I did...I don't know why I was so jealous of sharing with any one the dismal blackness of this experience. "As soon as I got on the bank I saw u trail — a...

...must be prevented from rejoining his tribesmen. Without betraying this absence to the sleeping guards ('it was written I should be loyal to the nightmare of my choice'), Marlow slips ashore by himself. 'I was anxious to deal with this shadow by myself alone', he explains,...

...of words heard in dreams, of phrases spoken in nightmares / was anxious to deal with this shadow hy myself alone — and to this day I don't know why I was so jealous of sharing with any one the peculiar blackness of that experience... I had — for my sins. I suppose — to go through...

...over and over again how the nightmares are brought about by his choice not to dismiss Kurtz's memory: I did not betray Mr. Kurtz - it was ordered I should...written I should be loyal to the nightmare of my choice ( 141 ) . . . It is strange how I accepted this unforeseen partnership, this choice of nightmares forced...

...on a chair on deck within three feet of me. The yells had not awakened him; he snored very slightly; I left him to his slumbers and leaped ashore. I did...with this shadow by myself alone, - and to this day I 104 don't know why I was so jealous of sharing with any one the peculiar blackness of that experience....

...desires. Of his faithfulness to Kurtz, Marlow speaks as if this had been predestined, 'it was ordered 1 should never betray him - it was written I should be loyal to the nightmare of my choice' (p. 104), and he does not apply to himself the stern judgement he had made on the intrepid Russian...