I grieve that, in your presence, from my tongue Too much of frailty hath already dropped; But that too much demands still more.
Revered Compatriot-and to you, kind Sir, (Not to be deemed a stranger, as you come Following the guidance of these welcome feet To our secluded vale) it may be told That my demerits did not sue in vain To One on whose mild radiance many gazed With hope, and all with pleasure. This fair Bride- In the devotedness of youthful love, Preferring me to parents, and the choir
Of gay companions, to the natal roof, And all known places and familiar sights (Resigned with sadness gently weighing down Her trembling expectations, but no more Than did to her due honour, and to me Yielded, that day, a confidence sublime In what I had to build upon)—this Bride, Young, modest, meek, and beautiful, I led To a low cottage in a sunny bay, Where the salt sea innocuously breaks, And the sea breeze as innocently breathes,
On Devon's leafy shores -a sheltered hold, In a soft clime encouraging the soil
To a luxuriant bounty !-As our steps
Approach the embowered abode-our chosen seat
See, rooted in the earth, her kindly bed,
The unendangered myrtle, decked with flowers, Before the threshold stands to welcome us! While, in the flowering myrtle's neighbourhood, Not overlooked but courting no regard, Those native plants, the holly and the yew, Gave modest intimation to the mind
How willingly their aid they would unite With the green myrtle, to endear the hours Of winter, and protect that pleasant place. -Wild were the walks upon those lonely Downs, Track leading into track; how marked, how worn Into bright verdure, between fern and gorse,
Winding away its never ending line
On their smooth surface, evidence was none :
But, there, lay open to our daily haunt,
A range of unappropriated earth,
Where youth's ambitious feet might move at large;
Whence, unmolested wanderers, we beheld
The shining giver of the day diffuse
His brightness o'er a tract of sea and land Gay as our spirits, free as our desires ;
As our enjoyments, boundless.-From those heights We dropped, at pleasure, into sylvan combs ; Where arbours of impenetrable shade,
And mossy seats, detained us side by side,
With hearts at ease, and knowledge in our hearts 'That all the grove and all the day was ours.' But Nature called my Partner to resign
Her share in the pure freedom of that life,
Enjoyed by us in common. To my hope, To my heart's wish, my tender Mate became The thankful captive of maternal bonds; And those wild paths were left to me alone. There could I meditate on follies past; And, like a weary voyager escaped
From risk and hardship, inwardly retrace
A course of vain delights and thoughtless guilt, And self-indulgence-without shame pursued. There, undisturbed, could think of and could thank Her whose submissive spirit was to me Rule and restraint-my guardian-shall I say That earthly Providence, whose guiding love Within a port of rest had lodged me safe; Safe from temptation, and from danger far? Strains followed of acknowledgment addressed To an Authority enthroned above
The reach of sight; from whom, as from their source, Proceed all visible ministers of good
That walk the earth-Father of heaven and earth, Father, and king, and judge, adored and feared! These acts of mind, and memory, and heart, And spirit-interrupted and relieved By observations transient as the glance Of flying sunbeams, or to the outward form Cleaving with power inherent and intense, As the mute insect fixed upon the plant
On whose soft leaves it hangs, and from whose cup Draws imperceptibly its nourishment-
Endeared my wanderings; and the mother's kiss And infant's smile awaited my return.
In privacy we dwelt, a wedded pair, Companions daily, often all day long; Not placed by fortune within easy reach Of various intercourse, nor wishing aught Beyond the allowance of our own fire-side, The twain within our happy cottage born, Inmates, and heirs of our united love; Graced mutually by difference of sex, By the endearing names of nature bound, And with no wider interval of time
Between their several births than served for one To establish something of a leader's sway; Yet left them joined by sympathy in age; Equals in pleasure, fellows in pursuit.
On these two pillars rested as in air
It soothes me to perceive,
Your courtesy withholds not from my words Attentive audience. But, oh! gentle Friends, As times of quiet and unbroken peace Though, for a nation, times of blessedness, Give back faint echoes from the historian's page; So, in the imperfect sounds of this discourse, Depressed I hear, how faithless is the voice Which those most blissful days reverberate. What special record can, or need, be given
To rules and habits, whereby much was done, But all within the sphere of little things; Of humble, though, to us, important cares, And precious interests? Smoothly did our life Advance, swerving not from the path prescribed; Her annual, her diurnal round alike
Maintained with faithful care. And you divine The worst effects that our condition saw If you imagine changes slowly wrought, And in their progress imperceptible;
Not wished for; sometimes noticed with a sigh, (Whate'er of good or lovely they might bring) Sighs of regret, for the familiar good
And loveliness endeared which they removed.
Seven years of occupation undisturbed. Established scemingly a right to hold That happiness; and use and habit gave To what an alien spirit had acquired A patrimonial sanctity. And thus,
With thoughts and wishes bounded to this world, I lived and breathed; most grateful-if to enjoy Without repining or desire for more,
For different lot, or change to higher sphere, (Only except some impulses of pride With no determined object, though upheld By theories with suitable support)— Most grateful, if in such wise to enjoy Be proof of gratitude for what we have;
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