Parched the pleasant April herbage, and the lark's heart's outbreak tuneless, If you loved me not!" And I who—(ah, for words of flame!) adore her, Who am mad to lay my spirit prostrate palpably before her I may enter at her portal soon, as now her lattice takes me, And by noontide as by midnight make her mine, as hers she makes me! 1843. THE LOST LEADER' JUST for a handful of silver he left us, Just for a riband to stick in his coatFound the one gift of which fortune bereft us, Lost all the others she lets us devote; They, with the gold to give, doled him out silver, So much was theirs who so little allowed: How all our copper had gone for his service! Rags-were they purple, his heart had been proud! 1 Browning admitted that in writing this poem he had Wordsworth in mind, but insisted that he did not mean it as an exact portrait of Wordsworth. Browning's mature judgment on the matter is best expressed in his own words: “I did in my hasty youth presume to use the great and venerated personality of Wordsworth as a sort of painter's model; one from which this or the other particular feature may be selected and turned to account; had I intended more, above all, such a boldness as portraying the entire man, I should not have talked about 'handfuls of silver and bits of ribbon.' These never influenced the change of politics in the great poet, whose defection, nevertheless, accompanied as it was by a regular face-about of his special party, was to my juvenile apprehension, and even mature consideration, an event to deplore." See also Mrs. Orr's Browning (Life and Letters), I, 191. Compare Shelley's early Sonnet We shall march prospering, not through his presence; Songs may inspirit us,-not from his lyre; Deeds will be done,-while he boasts his quiescence, Still bidding crouch whom the rest bade aspire: Blot out his name, then, record one lost soul more, One task more declined, one more footpath untrod, One more devils'-triumph and sorrow for angels, One wrong more to man, one more insult to God! Life's night begins: let him never come back to us! There would be doubt, hesitation and pain, Forced praise on our part-the glimmer of twilight, Never glad confident morning again! Best fight on well, for we taught himstrike gallantly, Menace our heart ere we master his “Good speed!” cried the watch, as the gatebolts undrew ; "Speed!" echoed the wall to us galloping through: Behind shut the postern, the lights sank to rest, And into the midnight we galloped abreast. Not a word to each other; we kept the great pace Neck by neck, stride by stride, never changing our place; I turned in my saddle and made its girths tight, Then shortened each stirrup, and set the pique right, Rebuckled the cheek-strap, slacker the bit, chained Nor galloped less steadily Roland a whit. "T was moonset at starting; but while we drew near Lokeren, the cocks crew and twilight dawned clear; At Boom, a great yellow star came out to see; At Düffeld, 't was morning as plain as could be: And from Mecheln church-steeple we heard the half-chime, So Joris broke silence with, "Yet there is time!" At Aershot, up leaped of a sudden the sun, And against him the cattle stood black every one, [ing past, To stare through the mist at us gallopAnd I saw my stout galloper Roland at last, With resolute shoulders, each butting away The haze, as some bluff river headland its spray: And his low head and crest, just one sharp ear bent back For my voice, and the other pricked out on his track; And one eye's black intelligence,- -ever that glance O'er its white edge at me, his own master, askance ! And the thick heavy spume-flakes which aye and anon [ing on. His fierce lips shook upwards in gallopBy Hasselt, Dirck groaned; and cried Joris," Stay spur! Your Roos galloped bravely, the fault 's not in her. We 'll remember at Aix "-for one heard the quick wheeze Of her chest, saw the stretched neck and staggering knees, And sunk tail, and horrible heave of the flank, As down on her haunches she shuddered and sank. So, we were left galloping, Joris and I. Past Looz and past Tongres, no cloud in the sky; [laugh, The broad sun above laughed a pitiless 'Neath our feet broke the brittle bright stubble like chaff; Till over by Dalhem a dome-spire sprang white, And "Gallop," gasped Joris," for Aix is in sight!" "How they 'll greet us!"—and all in a moment his roan Rolled neck and croup over, lay dead as a stone; And there was my Roland to bear the whole weight Of the news which alone could save Aix from her fate, With his nostrils like pits full of blood to the brim, And with circles of red for his eyesockets' rim. Then I cast loose my buffcoat, each holster let fall, Shook off both my jack-boots, let go belt and all, [his ear. Stood up in the stirrup, leaned, patted Called my Roland his pet-name, my horse without peer; Clapped my hands, laughed and sang, any noise, bad or good, Till at length into Aix Roland galloped and stood. And all I remember is-friends flocking round As I sat with his head 'twixt my knees on the ground; And no voice but was praising this Roland of mine, As I poured down his throat our last measure of wine, Which (the burgesses voted by common consent) Was no more than his due who brought good news from Ghent. 1838. 1845. THE gray sea and the long black land; And the yellow half-moon large and low; And the startled little waves that leap In fiery ringlets from their sleep, As I gain the cove with pushing prow, Then a mile of warm sea-scented beach; Than the two hearts beating each to each! 1845. PARTING AT MORNING ROUND the cape of a sudden came the sea, And the sun looked over the mountain's rim: And straight was a path of gold for him, And the need of a world of men for me. 1845. I'VE a Friend, over the sea; Were to snap to-night in this heavy brain, To-morrow month, if I lived to try, Or out of the bedclothes stretch my hand Till I found him, come from his foreign land To be my nurse in this poor place, The creaking of his clumsy boots." --Yes, rather should see him than not see. If lifting a hand could seat him there And I've a Lady-there he wakes, So I might prove myself that sea And my style infirm and its figures faint, And you shall see how the devil spends I tell you, I ride up and down This garret, crowned with love's best crown, And feasted with love's perfect feast, With the face of her, the eyes of her, Of shadow round her mouth; and she There may be heaven; there must be hell; Meantime, there is our earth herewell! 1845. Up to the neck in ferns and cress, passed, When these had I threw my glove to strike the last, A branch off, then rejoined the rest An hour, and she returned alone Exactly where my glove was thrown. Meanwhile came many thoughts; on me Rested the hopes of Italy: I had devised a certain tale Which, when 't was told her, could not fail Persuade a peasant of its truth; But when I saw that woman's face, In which she walked thus far, and stood, To crush the snake and spare the wormAt first sight of her eyes, I said, I am that man upon whose head They fix the price, because I hate The Austrians over us: the State Will give you gold-oh, gold so much!— If you betray me to their clutch, And be your death, for aught I know, If once they find you saved their foe. Now, you must bring me food and drink, And also paper, pen and ink, And carry safe what I shall write Say it a second time, then cease; As you the daughter of our land!" Three mornings more, she took her stand In the same place, with the same eyes: I was no surer of sunrise Than of her coming. We conferred Uses my hand and blesses thee." I left and never saw her more. How very long since I have thought Concerning-much less wished foraught Beside the good of Italy, For which I live and mean to die! I never was in love; and since Charles proved false, what shall now convince My inmost heart I have a friend? I would grasp Metternich until I felt his red wet throat distil In blood through these two hands. And next -Nor much for that am I perplexed |