CHAP. XXXI.

ON TEMPTATIONS.

Ir is a great part of the christian warfare to encounter temptations. When a man truly becomes Christ's soldier, he is armed from head to foot by him; because from head to foot will his enemies attack him, with all sorts of weapons, to inflict every possible distress, when they cannot overwhelm with destruction. He hath, because he needs, the whole armour of God, that he may both stand and withstand, during the evil day of this mortal life.

O how many fiery darts are thrown, with all the vehemence of spirits, against the christian's soul! If his armour doth not sit close upon him, and if the shield of faith be not well and constantly held up to catch and repel the assault; how many sore, and almost venomous, wounds will he not endure? Nay, if the christian think to be only upon

defence, and fight not in his turn; it will be with him, as it is in all defensive wars among men, very troublesome, and very disadvan tageous. He hath therefore a weapon given him, that he may attack too; and when he wields, in the strength of his Captain, the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God; the great spiritual foe remembers the deep

strokes he received by it from Christ himself in his temptation, and shrinks away from its edge. If the Christian should be so unwise as to fight the enemy in his own might, and without this armour; he would suffer as a man must do, that would encounter a whole host in array (every individual of which is almost infinitely stronger than himself) naked, unsupported, unarmed. None know the strength of the world, the flesh, and the devil, but those who have life and are called to oppose them; just as the force of a stream. can be tried only by the resistance made against it. The people of Christ, too often fall into an unprescribed way of fighting, through a presumption of their own conduct and power, and therefore are often brought off from the field wounded and half dead: And it is through the mercy and grace of their Lord, that they are not entirely captured and destroyed. They are usually more ready to look to their armour, and call upon their Leader, in great trials; and therefore they prevail: But when they despise the strength of a little temptation, and fight against it in their own; then it is that they are deeply taught their inward and natural weakness, by losing the day. In their Captain's armour, in his strength, and by his sword, they must resist the devil; and so, to their joy, shall they find, that he will presently fly away from them.

Nothing escapes the vigilance of this foe.

He observes the particular constitutions of persons; and he makes his attacks upon all the weak and unguarded parts. He suits his devices to the frame of their dispositions; and, if they are ignorant of those devices, he will often make sad havoc and distress.

He also knows, that the christian hath traitors in his own bosom, once under full diabolical command, and now not absolutely suppressed and confined. These he bribes, entices, advises, corresponds with, and acts by; so that when the assault is made from without, these suspicious inmates are not idle within, but join hand, head, and heart, as it were, to throw all open to the enemy.

Hence for these inbred foes, envy, pride, malice, lust, and all the confederacy of black and carnal principles, satan finds out and proposes their several objects of desire.These are soon converted into engines of war against the soul; and if the christian's thoughts are not enspirited and guarded by the watchful firmness of faith, he may be unawares entangled again by his old master, who used, before he was a christian, to take him captive at his will. What disgrace doth every defeat bring to his holy profession; and what misery, both before and after his recovery, to himself!

Satan hath also sly and subtle temptations, perverted from religion itself, by which be often assaults the mind. Sometimes he will raise snares from zeal, love, light, enlarge

ment, and success in duties, by which to flatter the christian into a high opinion of himself, and of his gifts and graces, in order to take him off his guard, or to unclothe him of his humility. When he can make a man proud, he makes him like himself; and when unclean, like a beast. At other times, he will inject the very poison and curse of his own diabolical spirit, by darting evil thoughts; despairing or blasphemous suggestions; vile conceptions of Christ, his word, his work, and all his salvation; preposterous, doubting, distracting, and presuming fancies; and an almost infinite variety of abominable suggestions; which, if the soul be unarmed and unguarded, will harass it to the utmost distress. He hath no pity; nor will he leave off for groans or wailing, agonies or tears.---These rather encourage him, if there be nothing but these. The only thing he dreads is the Sword of the Spirit; and the only thing he cannot pierce is the armour of God. Therefore, when all this sad business is going forward, the christian should not lie crying on the ground like one bereft of his senses, but should call upon his Captain for the armour and the sword, and with these should venture on boldly, trusting to the divine strength which is promised, against the foe. When he can do this, the conflict will soon be over: It is yielding, hearkening, reasoning, and parleying, which occasion all the mischief."

I can talk of all this, my fellow-christian, and I know it likewise to be right and true; but I am often beset, and have often been as much to seek as thou canst be, in this hard, yet glorious, service. To this moment I feel my own miserable weakness, when left, in the least degree, to myself. I have had my drubbings, my falls, my horrors, my conflicts, as well as thou: and I have been taught by them, though with much slowness, (I speak it with shame and sorrow) to fly to the right refuge, to lay hold of the right strength, to buckle on the right armour, and to fall on with the right sword. When I have done this with most alertness and with the most unreserved confidence in my divine Master, I have been most successful, and most easily have prevailed. When I have lingered, or dallied, or tampered with my foe, or else thought I could cope with him by myself, because he hath appeared under a mean disguise; then I have fainted and failed; then have I'sunk, and been'surely overthrown. My rebuffs have made me a little more wary of my own heart, as well as of my spiritual adversaries; and I find it the best way to begin speedily with prayer to HIM that heareth, that I may truly be ready for whatever may come upon me.

O how hard a thing it is, and how far beyond flesh and blood, and all the powers of reason, for a man truly to know the plague of his own heart, the deep apostasy of his