Glorious! because the shadow of thy might, A step, or link, for intercourse with Thee. Ah! if the time must come, in which my feet No more shall stray where Meditation leads, By flowing stream, through wood, or craggy wild, Loved haunts like these, the unimprisoned Mind May yet have scope to range among her own, Her thoughts, her images, her high desires. If the dear faculty of sight should fail, Still, it may be allowed me to remember What visionary powers of eye and soul In youth were mine; when, stationed on the top Of some huge hill-expectant, I beheld The Sun rise up, from distant climes returned Darkness to chase, and sleep, and bring the day His bounteous gift! or saw him, tow'rds the Deep Sink-with a retinue of flaming Clouds Attended; then, my Spirit was entranced With joy exalted to beatitude;
The measure of my soul was filled with bliss, And holiest love; as earth, sea, air, with light, With pomp, with glory, with magnificence !
Those fervent raptures are for ever flown;
And, since their date, my Soul hath undergone Change manifold, for better, or for worse : Yet cease I not to struggle, and to aspire Heavenward; and chide the part of me that flags, Through sinful choice; or dread necessity, On human Nature, from above, impósed.
Tis, by comparison, an easy task
Earth to despise; but to converse with Heaven, This is not easy :-to relinquish all
We have, or hope, of happiness and joy, - And stand in freedom loosened from this world; I deem not arduous :-but must needs confess That 'tis a thing impossible to frame Conceptions equal to the Soul's desires ; And the most difficult of tasks to keep Heights which the Soul is competent to gain. -Man is of dust: etherial Hopes are his, Which, when they should sustain themselves aloft, Want due consistence; like a Pillar of smoke, That with majestic energy from earth Rises; but, having reached the thinner air, Melts, and dissolves, and is no longer seen. From this infirmity of mortal kind
Sorrow proceeds, which else were not; -at least, If Grief be something hallowed and ordained, If, in proportion, it be just and meet, Through this, 'tis able to maintain its hold, In that excess which Conscience disapproves. For who could sink and settle to that point Of selfishness; so senseless who could be In framing estimates of loss and gain, As long and perseveringly to mourn For any Object of his love, removed From this unstable world, if he could fix A satisfying view upon that state Of pure, imperishable blessedness, Which Reason promises, and holy Writ Ensures to all Believers? - Yet mistrust Is of such incapacity, methinks,
No natural branch; despondency far less. -And, if there be whose tender frames have drooped Even to the dust; apparently, through weight Of anguish unrelieved, and lack of power An agonizing sorrow to transmute, Infer not hence a hope from those withheld When wanted most; a confidence impaired
So pitiably, that, having ceased to see With bodily eyes, they are borne down by love Of what is lost, and perish through regret. Oh! no, full oft the innocent Sufferer sees Too clearly; feels too vividly; and longs To realize the Vision with intense
And overconstant yearning-there-there lies The excess, by which the balance is destroyed. Too, too contracted are these walls of flesh, This vital warmth too cold, these visual orbs, Though inconceivably endowed, too dim For any passion of the soul that leads
To extacy; and, all the crooked paths Of time and change disdaining, takes its course Along the line of limitless desires.
I, speaking now from such disorder free, Nor sleep, nor craving, but in settled peace, I cannot doubt that They whom you deplore Are glorified; or, if they sleep, shall wake From sleep, and dwell with God in endless love. Hope, below this, consists not with belief In mercy carried infinite degrees Beyond the tenderness of human hearts:
Hope, below this, consists not with belief In perfect Wisdom, guiding mightiest Power, That finds no limits but its own pure Will.
Here then we rest: not fearing to be left In undisturbed possession of our creed For aught that human reasoning can achieve, To unsettle or perplex us : yet with pain Acknowledging, and grievous self-reproach, That, though immoveably convinced, we want Zeal, and the virtue to exist by faith As Soldiers live by courage; as, by strength Of heart, the Sailor fights with roaring seas. Alas! the endowment of immortal Power Is matched unequally with custom, time, And domineering faculties of sense In all; in most with superadded foes, Idle temptations-open vanities Of dissipation; countless, still-renewed, Ephemeral offspring of the unblushing world; And, in the private regions of the mind, Ill-governed passions, ranklings of despite, Immoderate wishes, pining discontent,
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