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Then raise again the Lydian song
To Phoebus' lyre in nobler measures;
The shrilling syrinx, silent long,
Faintly pleads for Bacchic pleasures.
Lo! the god

Has blessed the sod;

Lo, the thyrsus teems with treasures;
While they wear all
Wreaths of laurel-

Ivy glints the leaves among,
Wisdom o'er all, wine to cheer all,
Raise again the Lydian song.

For lo, the songs of forest trees
Are all of beauty and abundance;
In every rustling autumn breeze
Are songs of fertile fields' redundance;
As boyhood bright,

So fleet of flight,

Throws back its light of long-gone glees,
O'er manhood's heart with soft resplendence
Bacchus cometh back to please.

Bacchus, beautiful and young,
Come back to labour late and early,
Conquered by the glorious song
That great Apollo sings so yarely!
And through all his
Hills and valleys

Breaks the light of beauty fairly—
Breaks the hymn from every tongue,
And rings through all the woodlands clearly.
The laurels, where young Daphne died,*
Grow green beside her parent river;

The dews of Pindus swell the tide,
And keep them fresh and green for ever—
The greener still,

By stream and hill,

That laureled song is silent never,

That love and joy go side by side,

And mirth and wisdom seldom sever.

Then raise again the Lydian song;

While higher thoughts bring higher pleasures:
Pray thee, count it nothing wrong,

If both these gods should mix their measures.
Let Bacchus follow

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* Daphne, the daughter of the river-god Peneus, whose watery dwelling-place rises on Mount Pindus, and flows into the sea through the vale of Tempe, was, as everybody knows, changed into a laurel, when praying to be delivered from the violouce of Apollo; and the god, in a compound fit of love, grief, disappointment, and penitence, chose that tree for his special symbol ever after; and, it is to be hoped inended his manners out of respect to the virtue which he professed to honour.

T

HESTER BENFIELD.

CHAPTER I.

STRETCHED upon the pebbly beach which fringes one of our southern counties, a man, whose appearance indicated that he belonged to what are termed the "higher classes," watched, or rather seemed to watch, on a lovely afternoon in August, the progress of the incoming tide, of which the waves, as they followed one upon another with a pleasing sound, approached him more nearly at every rush.

He did indeed but seem to watch, for the abstracted look told plainly the spirit was far away, and had no part in the strange intentness with which he leaned forward and endeavoured, by using his stick, to draw towards him a portion of pink seaweed, each time as the rippling water washed it almost to his feet, and as quickly bore it back, until, at length, as a wave cast it within his reach, he with earnest vehemence beat the mass to pieces, and scattered here and there the clinging transparent leaves, which, a moment before, had floated so lightly before him. George Maldon Asleigh was one of Fortune's favourites: heir to a title, and possessed of means sufficient to procure for him everything that wealth could purchase, it had been rare for him to find a wish ungratified. Sufficiently good-looking, and gifted with talents above the average, he had been courted until life seemed one long sunshine. Naturally of an easy temper, he could be capable of acts of kindness and generosity in cases where his own interests or whims were not in question; but, like a spoilt child-as the crushed sea-weed illustrated-his best energies were too frequently exerted in the pursuit of objects which, when attained, were cast aside as valueless, and speedily forgotten. And still, inconsistent as it may seem, if ever a pure and true affection warmed the heart of man since the days of our great forefather, it had burned within his bosom for one who, believing him to be in all things fickle, had refused

to listen to his prayer; yet he, the envied Asleigh, would for her sake have gladly sacrificed wealth and title would have served cheerfully to win her, like another Jacob for his Rachel; but, denied the treasure of the love he sought, he looked upon all the gifts showered on him by a bountiful Providence as worthless

now.

His humour alternated from despair to angry defiance; at one moment the desire to end a life now so aimless was uppermost, at another the wish for retaliation took its place. He would marry, and wound her thus-yes, marry at once the person he thought she would like least; that would pierce her woman's heart. A victim to such feelings, and shunning society, he had sought refuge in a distant village on the southern coast of England, where we first find him.

The sea-weed completely demolished and scattered to the winds, he took his way dreamily across the common, until a cry for help in a woman's voice aroused him, and turning hastily, he perceived at a short distance a girl running wildly along, followed by a sailor, whose unsteady movements told plainly how the morning had been spent.

"Protect me, sir, for Heaven's sake!" she screamed, and, tottering forward, fell fainting on the ground, while a blow from Asleigh at the same moment arrested her pursuer's progress.

Asleigh looked round for assistance, but no one was to be seen, and to leave the fainting girl there was impossible. Her drunken persecutor, after giving utterance to some incoherent abuse, and making several ineffectual attempts to rise, lay where he had fallen, and seemed to be already settling himself to sleep. Nothing could be done but to endeavour to restore animation as best he might; and Asleigh, after loosening her bonnet and shawl, ran to the beach, and dipping his handkerchief

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The cause of her husband's hurried departure, which Hester guessed not, was this: a paragraph in the morning papers had met his eye, announcing the dangerous illness of the Earl of Redland, at his house in town.

Lord Redland was Asleigh's uncle and guardian. George had been almost as a son to the old man, and fondly had they both hoped he would in very truth become so. But such was not to be: had she not driven him from her? And now a barrier was placed between them, which Asleigh smiled bitterly as he thought upon-poor Hester!

He reached town to find his uncle in the extremity of illness, and his cousin more interesting in her grief than he had ever thought her in her brightest days. There was a timidity in her manner towards himself which touched him more than any other reception could have done. At one time he had believed she loved him; could it be possible he had mistaken her, when lately she had refused to allow it was so? The doubt almost distracted him; and his agony was complete, as his uncle, ignorant of what had passed between them, joined their hands, and blessed his children. Then he would have fled, but the old man clung to the society of his nephew, declaring he felt always better when George was by, and in truth he seemed so. With an affectionate garrulity he would speak of the union of his children when he should be well again. "Helen," he said, required a protector;" and though Helen would blush deeply, she did not dissent.

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It was at night, when in solitude the voice of conscience spoke loudest, that George suffered most. During the day he could scarcely be said to struggle against the fascination of his cousin's society and it was no slight ordeal; for Helen, although she had her faults, was very lovable; her chief failing being pride-that old family pride, which had been almost inculcated as a virtue. Her mind, highly stored, rendered her a fitting companion for a man of intellect; her refinement and beauty admitted of no question; and wherever the Lady Helen appeared, all others fell for

the time into the shade. Her very pride seemed to add to her perfections, and gave her that highborn look of dignity which is never to be acquired.

George's thoughts would revert to his bride far away, illiterate, though most lovely; and it must be written

the toy was becoming unsightly to his mind's eye, and at length grew hateful. He had intended writing to his wife; by the close of the fourth day he felt he could not address her. With bitter regret, half in remorse, half in anger, he recalled the acts of the past three months; now he would curse his own folly, now his innocent victim, the obstacle he had with his own hand upreared to prevent the accomplishment of his dearest wishes.

And poor Hester! still studying that dry history till your blue eyes lose their lustre-still copying, with anxious care, from the sublime writings of Milton-lines which your uninstructed mind cannot yet followall to please the husband who never loved you, and to whom you are each hour growing more repugnant.

She does not wonder at not hearing from him, for he said he should not write; but every day, as the evening mail arrives, finds her, dressed in her choicest, watching for him who comes not.

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George, my dear cousin George, I have wished to ask your forgiveness, oh, so often; you must have seen my desire to do so;" and drawing herself up, you know my pride, it was long ere I could do it; but my beloved father's illness, that perhaps softened me, and your kindness to him, George-am I forgiven ?"—and Helen held out to him her matchless hand.

Suppressing a groan of agony, and to hide the deathlike pallor of his working face, he turned away, and then, without a word, drew her to him, and clasped her in his arms, while one deep sob burst from his overcharged heart.

"Dear George, I now know how truly you love me. When you spoke hurriedly that day, you remember, I had heard something which caused me pain, and I was hurt and angry. You don't know how I repented

than all, save honour. I shall have
[March,
quitted England ere you receive this,
it may be to return no more.
give me. Farewell. G. M. A."

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Hester Benfield.
afterwards having wounded you. Do
not now ask me to tell you what it
was I heard. You shall some day
know all I shall never conceal
anything from you, George, then."
"God bless you may God bless
you," was all his reply.

They were together in the large
drawing-room, but at this moment a
summons from her father called
Helen away, and the door closed
on Asleigh, than whom the world
scarcely then contained a more mi-
serable man.

Desperate was the inward struggle before honour gained the mastery: at one moment the spirit of evil whispered, "Cannot your marriage be annulled, perhaps denied, and Helen made your own?" at the next, happily for him, a better impulse succeeded. Should the name which for generations had remained unspotted be sullied by him? "And yet," he murmured," oh, Helen, Helen, why did you drive me to do that which I have done? Wretched, hateful woman that I have made my wife, why did I ever meet you?" Helen watched for Asleigh all that evening, but he did not appear. It had rather surprised her to find him gone, when, on her return from her father, she re-entered the drawingroom. How great became her astonishment during the following day, when a letter from her cousin was placed in her hand, the contents of which were as follows:

"Helen, my dearest cousin, we may never meet again on this earth. An insurmountable barrier stands in the way of our union. I dare not meet you again, nor can I further explain my conduct, which I know must appear incomprehensible and fickle. Forgive me, I beseech you, and believe only that, whatever I may seem, I love, and shall ever love you better than life-better

For

How the proud Lady Helen sufmitted to know. Not another eye fered in secret, no mortal was perwhile the old man mourned over the but her own saw George's letter, and quarrel which he supposed had deprived him of his nephew's society for a season, he little suspected the lovers' quarrels which had preceded truth, but imagined that, like other it, it would blow over, and his children, when reconciled, be better friends than ever.

In the mean time Hester watched grew into weeks, weeks into months, on, but her husband came not; days and still he was absent. No word reached her to tell of his wellbeing or probable return: terrible fears for calls upon her purse, which she could his safety assailed her, vexatious not meet, came in daily; her servants grew insolent; and when she told the tradespeople her husband's absence alone caused delay in the payment of their bills, they answered by smiles which cut her to the quick. Gradually, to liquidate as far as possible what was due, Hester parted few articles of clothing; she grew with everything she possessed but a mother-what to do, or where to pale-she was soon to become a turn, she knew not: friendless and alone, the future was dark indeed for her.

that Hester had disappeared. No It transpired one day in the town girl had bent her steps. The hardone knew whither the poor deserted hearted laughed, and said they had always suspected something wrong; and those more kindly disposed pitied while they blamed, adding, they feared, indeed, they feared it was the "old tale," so often told.

CHAPTER II.

On the night before his departure from England, Asleigh wrote to his wife, and enclosed an order for money, telling her, at the same time, where to apply for a yearly allow

ance.
ing her, but praying for her forgive-
He gave no reason for desert-
epithet of opprobrium, bade her fare-
ness, and applying to himself every
well. The letter by some accident

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