XVIII. Yes, oft beside the ruin'd labyrinth Round whose worn base the wild waves hiss and leap, Resting at eve, a lofty converse keep; And that this friend was false, may now be said Calmly-that he like other men could weep Tears which are lies, and could betray and spread Snares for that guileless heart which for his own had bled. XIX. Then, had no great aim recompensed my sorrow, I must have sought dark respite from its stress, In dreamless rest, in sleep that sees no morrowFor to tread life's dismaying wilderness Without one smile to cheer, one voice to bless, Amid the snares and scoffs of human-kind, Is hard-but I betray'd it not, nor less With love that scorn'd return, sought to unbind The interwoven clouds which make its wisdom blind. XX. With deathless minds which leave where they have past A path of light, my soul communion knew; there grew The adamantine armor of their power, And from my fancy wings of golden hue Sprang forth-yet not alone from wisdom's tower, A minister of truth, these plumes young Laon bore. XXI. An orphan with my parents lived, whose eyes Were load-stars of delight, which drew me home When I might wander forth; nor did I prize Aught human thing beneath Heaven's mighty dome Beyond this child: so when sad hours were come, And baffled hope like ice still clung to me, Since kin were cold, and friends had now become Heartless and false, I turn'd from all, to be, Cythna, the only source of tears and smiles to thee. XXII. What wert thou then? A child most infantine, Yet wandering far beyond that innocent age In all but its sweet looks and mien divine; Even then, methought, with the world's tyrant rage A patient warfare thy young heart did wage, When those soft eyes of scarcely conscious thought, Some tale, or thine own fancies would engage To overflow with tears, or converse fraught With passion, o'er their depths its fleeting light had wrought XXIII. She moved upon this earth a shape of brightness, blue, To nourish some far desert; she did seem Beside me, gathering beauty as she grew, Like the bright shade of some immortal dream Which walks, when tempest sleeps, the wave of life's dork stream. XXIV. As mine own shadow was this child to me, A second self, far dearer and more fair; Which clothed in undissolving radiancy All those steep paths which languor and despair Of human things, had made so dark and bare, But which I trod alone-nor, till bereft Of friends, and overcome by lonely care, Knew I what solace for that loss was left, Though by a bitter wound my trusting heart was cleft. XXV. Once she was dear, now she was all I had Through forests wide and old, and lawny dells, Where boughs of incense droop over the emerald wells. XXVI. And warm and light I felt her clasping hand When twined in mine: she follow'd where I went, Through the lone paths of our immortal land. It had no waste, but some memorial lent Which strung me to my toil-some monument Vital with mind: then, Cythna by my side, Until the bright and beaming day were spent, Would rest, with looks entreating to abide, Too earnest and too sweet ever to be denied. XXVII. And soon I could not have refused her-thus For ever, day and night, we two were ne'er Parted, but when brief sleep divided us : And when the pauses of the lulling air Of noon beside the sea, had made a lair For her soothed senses, in my arms she slept, And I kept watch over her slumbers there, While, as the shifting visions o'er her swept, Amid her innocent rest by turns she smiled and wept XXVIII. And, in the murmur of her dreams was heard The source of passion whence they rose, to be; Triumphant strains, which, like a spirit's tongue, To the enchanted waves that child of glory sung. XXIX. Her white arms lifted through the shadowy stream From her deep eyes far wandering, on the wing Of visions that were mine, beyond its utmost spring XXX. For, before Cythna loved it, had my song Which clings upon mankind :-all things became Earth, sea and sky, the planets, life and fame And fate, or whate'er else binds the world's wondrous frame. XXXI. And this beloved child thus felt the sway Of my conceptions, gathering like a cloud The very wind on which it rolls away: Hers too were all my thoughts, ere yet endow'd With music and with light, their fountains flow'd In poesy; and her still and earnest face, Pallid with feelings which intensely glow'd Within, was turn'd on mine with speechless grace, Watching the hopes which there her heart had learn'd to trace. XXXII. In me, communion with this purest being Kindled intenser zeal, and made me wise In knowledge, which in hers mine own mind seeing Left in the human world few mysteries: How without fear of evil or disguise Was Cythna!-what a spirit strong and mild, Which death, or pain or peril could despise, Yet melt in tenderness! what genius wild, Yet mighty, was inclosed within one simple child! XXXIII. New lore was this-old age with its gray hair, The careless slave of that dark power which brings Evil, like blight on man, who, still betray'd, Laughs o'er the grave in which his living hopes are laid. XXXIV. Nor are the strong and the severe to keep The woof of such intelligible thought, As from the tranquil strength which cradled lay Within that fairest form, the female mind All native power, had those fair children torn, Till they had learn'd to breathe the atmosphere of scorn. XXXVI. This misery was but coldly felt, till she To the hyena Lust, who, among graves, XXXVII. And I, still gazing on that glorious child. Even as these thoughts flush'd o'er her." Cythna sweet, Well with the world art thou unreconciled: Never will peace and human nature meet Till free and equal man and woman greet Domestic peace; and ere this power can make In human hearts its calm and holy seat: This slavery must be broken."-As I spake, From Cythna's eyes a light of exultation brake. XXXVIII. She replied earnestly :-"It shall be mine, This task, mine, Laon!-thou hast much to gain; Nor wilt thou at poor Cythna's pride repine, If she should lead a happy female train To meet thee over the rejoicing plain, When myriads at thy call shall throng around The Golden City."-Then the child did strain My arm upon her tremulous heart, and wound Her own about my neck, till some reply she found. XXXIX. I smiled and spake not-"Wherefore dost thou smile It was more hard to turn my unpractised cheek XL. "Whence came I what I am? thou, Laon, knowest How a young child should thus undaunted be; Methinks, it is a power which thou bestowest, Through which I seek, by most resembling thee. So to become most good, and great and free, Yet far beyond this Ocean's utmost roar In towers and huts are many like to me, Who, could they see thine eyes, or feel such lore As I have learnt from them, like me would fear no more XLI. "Think'st thou that I shall speak unskilfully, Hearts beat as mine now beats, with such intent As renovates the world; a will omnipotent! XLII. "Yes, I will tread Pride's golden palaces, XLVIII. "We part to meet again-but yon blue waste, And power shall then abound, and hope arise once When these dissever'd bones are trodden in the IV. Morn fled, noon came, evening, then night de- And we prolong'd calm talk beneath the sphere X. These words had fallen on my unheeding ear, The cavern's secret depths beneath the earth did beat. My countrymen invoked to death or liberty! Till I beheld, where bound, that dearest child did lie. Amid the gushing day beamless and pallid hung. |