And the last glassy glance must view Which freezes o'er its lifeless blue; Then with unhallow'd hand shalt tear The tresses of her yellow hair,
Of which in life a lock when shorn Affection's fondest pledge was worn; But now is borne away by thee, Memorial of thine agony!
Wet with thine own best blood shall drip Thy gnashing tooth and haggard lip; Then stalking to thy sullen grave, Go-and with Gouls and Afrits rave; Till these in horror shrink away From spectre more accursed than they!
"How name ye yon lone Caloyer? His features I have scann'd before In mine own land: 'tis many a year, Since, dashing by the lonely shore, I saw him urge as fleet a steed As ever served a horseman's need. But once I saw that face, yet then It was so mark'd with inward pain, I could not pass it by again;
It breathes the same dark spirit now, As death were stamp'd upon his brow.”
"Tis twice three years at summer-tide Since first among our freres he came; And here it soothes him to abide For some dark deed he will not name. But never at our vesper-prayer, Nor e'er before confession-chair Kneels he, nor recks he when arise Incense or anthem to the skies, But broods within his cell alone, His faith and race alike unknown. The sea from Paynim-land he crost, And here ascended from the coast; Yet seems he not of Othman race, But only Christian in his face: I'd judge him some stray renegade, Repentant of the change he made. Save that he shuns our holy shrine, Nor tastes the sacred bread and wine. Great largess to these walls he brought, And thus our Abbot's favour bought; But were 1 Prior, not a day Should brook such stranger's further stay, Or pent within our penance-cell Should doom him there for aye to dwell. Much in his visions mutters he
Of maiden 'whelm'd beneath the sea; Of sabres clashing, foemen flying, Wrongs avenged, and Moslem dying; On cliff he hath been known to stand, And rave as to some bloody hand Fresh sever'd from its parent limb, Invisible to all but him,
Which beckons onward to his grave, And lures to leap into the wave."
Dark and unearthly is the scowl That glares beneath his dusky cowl: The flash of that dilating eye Reveals too much of times gone by; Though varying, indistinct its hue, Oft will his glance the gazer rue. For in it lurks that nameless spell Which speaks, itself unspeakable, A spirit yet unquell'd and high, That claims and keeps ascendancy; And like the bird whose pinions quake, But cannot fly the gazing snake, Will others quail beneath his look, Nor 'scape the glance they scarce can broo From him the half-affrighted Friar When met alone would fain retire, As if that eye and bitter smile Transferr'd to others fear and guile: Not oft to smile descendeth he, And when he doth 'tis sad to see That he but mocks at Misery.
How that pale lip will curl and quiver Then fix once more as if for ever; As if his sorrow or disdain Forbade him e'er to smile again. Well were it so such ghastly mirth From joyaunce ne'er derived its birth. But sadder still it were to trace What once were feelings in that face: Time hath not yet the features fix'd, But brighter traits with evil mix'd; And there are hues not always faded, Which speak a mind not all degraded Even by the crimes through which it wade The common crowd but see the gloom Of wayward deeds, and fitting doom; The close observer can espy A noble soul, and lineage high: Alas! though both bestow'd in vain, Which Grief could change, and Guilt cov stain,
It was no vulgar tenement To which such lofty gifts were lent. And still with little less than dread On such the sight is riveted. The roofless cot, decay'd and rent, Will scarce delay the passer by; The tower by war or tempest bent, While yet may frown one battlement, Demands and daunts the stranger's eye; Each ivied arch and pillar lone, Pleads haughtily for glories gone!
“His floating robe around him foldit Slow sweeps he through the column'd aish With dread beheld, with gloom beholdi The rites that sanctify the pile.
But when the anthem shakes the choir, 1 And kneel the monks, his steps retire; By yonder lone and wavering torch His aspect glares within the porch; There will he pause till all is done- And hear the prayer, but utter none See-by the half-illumined wall His hood fly back, his dark hair fall,
That pale brow wildly wreathing round, As if the Gorgon there had bound The sablest of the serpent-braid That o'er her fearful forehead stray'd: For he declines the convent-oath,
And leaves those locks' unhallow'd growth, Bat wears our garb in all beside; And, not from piety but pride,
Gives wealth to walls that never heard Of his one holy vow nor word. Lo-mark ye, as the harmony Peals onder praises to the sky, That livid cheek, that stony air Of mix'd defiance and despair!
Saint Francis, keep him from the shrine! Else may we dread the wrath divine
Made manifest by awful sign.
If ever evil angel bore
The form of mortal, such he wore: By all my hope of sins forgiven,
Such looks are not of earth nor heaven!"
To love the softest hearts are prone, Buch can ne'er be all his own; Timid in his woes to share,
meek to meet, or brave despair; tasterner hearts alone may feel Found that time can never heal. rugged metal of the mine
burn before its surface shine, planged within the furnace-flame, bends and melts—though still the same; The temper'd to thy want, or will, ll serve thee to defend or kill; breastplate for thine hour of need, hade to bid thy foeman bleed; Be if a dagger's form it bear,
those who shape its edge, beware! The passion's fire, and woman's art, Car and tame the sterner heart; In these its form and tone are ta’en, ted what they make it, must remain, Be break-before it bend again.
Elitude succeed to grief,
from pain is slight relief; The vacant bosom's wilderness
My thank the pang that made it less. Weathe what none are left to share : La bliss-twere woe alone to bear; The heart once left thus desolate at fy at last for ease to hate. if the dead could feel Try worm around them steal, hudder, as the reptiles creep mel o'er their rotting sleep, At the power to scare away The cold consumers of their clay! sa if the desert-bird,
e beak unlocks her bosom's stream Ts still her famish'd nestlings' scream, Ver mourns a life to them transferr'd,
uld rend her rash devoted breast,
And find them flown her empty nest. The keenest pangs the wretched find Are rapture to the dreary void, The leafless desert of the mind, The waste of feelings unemploy'd. Who would be doom'd to gaze upon A sky without a cloud or sun? Less hideous far the tempest's roar Than ne'er to brave the billows more- Thrown, when the war of winds is o'er, A lonely wreck on fortune's shore, 'Mid sullen calm, and silent bay, Unseen to drop by dull decay ;— Better to sink beneath the shock Than moulder piecemeal on the rock!
"Father! thy days have pass'd in peace, Mid counted beads, and countless prayer; To bid the sins of others cease, Thyself without a crime or care, Save transient ills that all must bear, Has been thy lot from youth to age; And thou wilt bless thee from the rage Of passions fierce and uncontroll'd, Such as thy penitents unfold, Whose secret sins and sorrows rest Within thy pure and pitying breast. My days, though few, have pass'd below In much of joy, but more of woe; Yet still in hours of love or strife, I've 'scaped the weariness of life : Now leagued with friends, now girt by foes, I loathed the languor of repose. Now nothing left to love or hate, No more with hope or pride elate, I'd rather be the thing that crawls Most noxious o'er a dungeon's walls, Than pass my dull, unvarying days, Condemn'd to meditate and gaze. Yet, lurks a wish within my breast For rest-but not to feel 'tis rest. Soon shall my fate that wish fulfil; And I shall sleep without the dream Of what I was, and would be still, Dark as to thee my deeds may seem : My memory now is but the tomb Of joys long dead; my hope, their doom: Though better to have died with those Than bear a life of lingering woes. My spirits shrunk not to sustain The searching throes of ceaseless pain; Nor sought the self-accorded grave Of ancient fool and modern knave: Yet death I have not fear'd to meet; And in the field it had been sweet, Had danger woo'd me on to move The slave of glory, not of love. I've braved it not for honour's boast: I smile at laurels won or lost; To such let others carve their way, For high renown, or hireling-pay: But place again before my eyes Aught that I deem a worthy prize: The maid I love, the man I hate,
And I will hunt the steps of fate, To save or slay, as these require, Through rending steel, and rolling fire; Nor need'st thou doubt this speech from one Who would but do-what he hath done. Death is but what the haughty brave, The weak must bear, the wretch must crave; Then let Life go to him who gave: I have not quail'd to danger's brow When high and happy-need I now?
"I loved her, friar! nay, adored But these are words that all can useI proved it more in deed than word; There's blood upon that dinted sword, A stain its steel can never lose: "Twas shed for her, who died for me, It warm'd the heart of one abhorr'd: Nay, start not-no-nor bend thy knee, Nor midst my sins such act record; Thou wilt absolve me from the deed, For he was hostile to thy creed! The very name of Nazarene
A time that heeds nor pain nor toil; One cry to Mahomet for aid, One prayer to Alla all he made: He knew and cross'd me in the fray- I gazed upon him where he lay, And watch'd his spirit ebb away: Though pierced like Pard by hunters' stee He felt not half that now I feel. I search'd, but vainly search'd, to find The workings of a wounded mind; Each feature of that sullen corse Betray'd his rage, but no remorse. Oh, what had Vengeance given to trace Despair upon his dying face! The late repentance of that hour, When Penitence hath lost her power To tear one terror from the grave, And will not soothe, and can not save.
"The cold in clime are cold in blood, Their love can scarce deserve the name; But mine was like the lava-flood That boils in Aetna's breast of flame. I cannot prate in puling strain Of ladye-love, and beauty's chain: If changing cheek, and scorching vein, Lips taught to writhe, but not complain If bursting heart, and mad'ning brain, And daring deed, and vengeful steel, And all that I have felt, and feel, Betoken love-that love was mine,
Was wormwood to his Paynim spleen. Ungrateful fool! since but for brands Well wielded in some hardy hands, And wounds by Galileans given, The surest pass to Turkish heaven, For him his Houris still might wait Impatient at the prophet's gate. I loved her-love will find its way Through paths where wolves would fear And shown by many a bitter sign.
And if it dares enough, 'twere hard If passion met not some reward— No matter how, or where, or why,
did not vainly seek, nor sigh: Yet sometimes, with remorse, in vain I wish she had not loved again. She died-I dare not tell thee how; But look-'tis written on my brow! There read of Cain the curse and crime, In characters unworn by time: Still, ere thou dost condemn me, pause; Not mine the act, though I the cause. Yet did he but what I had done Had she been false to more than one. Faithless to him, he gave the blow; But true to me, I laid him low : Howe'er deserved her doom might be, Her treachery was truth to me; To me she gave her heart, that all Which tyranny can ne'er enthrall; And I, alas! too late to save! Yet all I then could give, I gave, Twas some relief, our foe a grave. His death sits lightly; but her fate Has made me--what thou well may'st hate. His doom was seal'd--he knew it well, Warn'd by the voice of stern Taheer, Deep in whose darkly boding ear The deathshot peal'd of murder near, As filed the troop to where they fell! He died too in the battle-broil.
'Tis true I could not whine nor sigh, I knew but to obtain or die. I die-but first I have possess'd, And come what may, I have been blest. Shall I the doom I sought upbraid? No-reft of all, yet undismay'd But for the thought of Leila slain, Give me the pleasure with the pain, So would I live and love again. I grieve, but not, my holy guide! For him who dies, but her who died: She sleeps beneath the wandering wave-” Ah! had she but an earthly grave, This breaking heart and throbbing head Should seek and share her narrow bed. She was a form of life and light, That, seen, became a part of sight; And rose where'er I turn'd mine eye, The Morning-star of Memory! Yes, Love indeed is light from heaven ; A spark of that immortal fire With angels shared, by Alla given, To lift from earth our low desire. Devotion wafts the mind above, But Heaven itself descends in love; A feeling from the Godhead caught, To wean from self each sordid thought; A Ray of him who form'd the whole; A Glory circling round the soul! I grant my love imperfect, all That mortals by the name miscall ; Then deem it evil, what thou wilt,
But say, oh say, hers was not guilt! She was my life's unerring light:
Looks not to priesthood for relief. My soul's estate in secret guess:
That quench'd, what beam shall break my But wouldst thou pity more, say less.
Oh! would it shone to lead me still, Although to death or deadliest ill! Why marvel ye, if they who lose This present joy, this future hope, No more with sorrow meekly cope; In phrensy then their fate accuse: la madness do those fearful deeds That seem to add but guilt to woe? Alas! the breast that inly bleeds
Hath nought to dread from outward blow; Who falls from all he knows of bliss, Cares little into what abyss. Fierce as the gloomy vulture's now To thee, old man, my deeds appear: I read abhorrence on thy brow, And this too was I born to bear! The tree, that, like that bird of prey, With havock have I mark'd my way: But this was taught me by the dove, To die-and know no second love. The lesson yet hath man to learn, Tught by the thing he dares to spurn: The bird that sings within the brake, The swan that swims upon the lake, the mate, and one alone, will take.
let the fool still prone to range, And meer on all who cannot change, Partake his jest with boasting boys; my not his varied joys,
But deem such feeble, heartless man, Less than yon solitary swan; far far beneath the shallow maid He left believing and betray'd. Such shame at least was never mine— ! each thought was only thine! rood, my guilt, my weal, my woe, hape on high-my all below. Earth holds no other like to thee, Or if it doth, in vain for me: For worlds I dare not view the dame Reabling thee, yet not the same. The very crimes that mar my youth, This bed of death-attest my truth! Tall too late-thou wert, thou art The cherish'd madness of my heart!
And she was lost-and yet I breathed, not the breath of human life:
serpent round my heart was wreathed, And stung my very thought to strife. Mike all time, abhorr'd all place, Siddering I shrunk from Nature's face, Where every hue that charm'd before The blackness of my bosom wore. The rest thou dost already know, And all my sins, and half my woe. Bat talk no more of penitence; Then seest I soon shall part from hence: And if thy holy tale were true, The deed that's done canst thou undo? Think me not thankless-but this grief
When thou canst bid my Leila live, Then will I sue thee to forgive; Then plead my cause in that high place Where purchased masses proffer grace. Go, when the hunter's hand hath wrung From forest-cave her shrieking young, And calm the lonely lioness:
But soothe not-mock not my distress!
When heart with heart delights to blend, "In earlier days, and calmer hours, Where bloom my native valley's bowers I had—Ah! have I now?-a friend! To him this pledge I charge thee send, Memorial of a youthful vow;
I would remind him of my end: Though souls absorb'd like mine allow Brief thought to distant friendship's claim, Yet dear to him my blighted name. 'Tis strange-he prophesied my doom, And I have smiled-I then could smile- When Prudence would his voice assume, And warn-I reck'd not what-the while: But now remembrance whispers o'er Those accents scarcely mark'd before. Say-that his bodings came to pass, And he will start to hear their truth, And wish his words had not been sooth: Tell him, unheeding as I was, Through many a busy bitter scene Of all our golden youth had been, In pain, my faltering tongue had tried To bless his memory ere I died; But heaven in wrath would turn away, If Guilt should for the guiltless pray. I do not ask him not to blame, Too gentle he to wound my name; And what have I to do with fame? I do not ask him not to mourn, Such cold request might sound like scorn; And what than friendship's manly tear May better grace a brother's bier? But bear this ring, his own of old, And tell him- what thou dost behold! The wither'd frame, the ruin'd mind, The wrack by passion left behind, A shrivell'd scroll, a scatter'd leaf, Seared by the autumn-blast of grief!
Is mightier than thy pious prayer: I would not, if I might, be blest; I want no paradise, but rest. Twas then, I tell thee, father! then I saw her; yes, she lived again; And shining in her white symar, As through yon pale gray cloud the star Which now I gaze on, as on her, Who look'd and looks far lovelier; Dimly I view its trembling spark; To-morrow's night shall be more dark; And I, before its rays appear, That lifeless thing the living_fear. I wander, father; for my soul Is fleeting towards the final goal. I saw her, friar! and I rose Forgetful of our former woes; And rushing from my couch, I dart, And clasp her to my desperate heart; I clasp-what is it that I clasp? No breathing form within my grasp, No heart that beats reply to mine, Yet, Leila! yet the form is thine! And art thou, dearest, changed so much, As meet my eye, yet mock my touch? Ah! were thy beauties e'er so cold, I care not; so my arms enfold The all they ever wish'd to hold. Alas! around a shadow prest, They shrink upon my lonely breast; Yet still 'tis there! In silence stands, And beckons with beseeching hands! With braided hair, and bright black I knew 'twas false-she could not die! But he is dead! within the dell
I saw him buried where he fell; He comes not, for he cannot break From earth; why then art thou awake? They told me wild waves roll'd above The face I view, the form I love ; They told me 'twas a hideous tale! I'd tell it, but my tongue would fail: If true, and from thine ocean-cave Thou com'st to claim a calmer grave; Oh! pass thy dewy fingers o'er This brow that then will burn no mo Or place them on my hopeless heart: But, shape or shade! whate'er thou art In mercy ne'er again depart!
Or farther with thee bear my soul, Than winds can waft or waters roll!
"Such is my name, and such my tale Confessor to thy secret ear,
I breathe the sorrows I bewail, And thank thee for the generous tear This glazing eye could never shed. Then lay me with the humblest dead, And, save the cross above my head, Be neither name nor emblem spread, By prying stranger to be read Or stay the passing pilgrim's tread.” He pass'd-nor of his name and race Hath left a token or a trace,
Save what the father must not say eye-Who shrived him on his dying day: This broken tale was all we knew Of her he loved, or him he slew.
THE BRIDE OF ABYDOS,
A TURKISH TALE.
Had we never loved so kindly, Had we never loved so blindly, Never met or never parted,
We had ne'er been broken-hearted."
FULLY OBLIGED AND SINCERE FRIEND,
Where the rage of the vulture, the love the turtle,
LORD HOLLAND, THIS TALE IS INSCRIBED, WITH EVERY SENTI- Now melt into sorrow, now madden to eri MENT OF REGARD AND RESPECT, BY HIS GRATE-Know ye the land of the cedar and vin Where the flowers ever blossom, the bea ever shine; Where the light wings of Zephyr, oppre with perfume, Wax faint o'er the gardens of Gul in bloom; Where the citron and olive are fairest fruit, And the voice of the nightingale never
KNOW ye the land where the cypress and myrtle Are emblems of deeds that are done in their clime?
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